Oct
19
Quick…. IE
October 19, 2009 | | Leave a Comment
I have to go offline soon. or atleast my mom will tell me to after she comes out of the shower.
Anyways…
Jeyna Lim went for the 8tv Quickie auditions!!!
and i completed all 3 stages. they say they will call me. that is if i get the part as the top 6. hopefully i do. i really really want this. but if God says no. im cool.. i think..
Amanda, Jorleen and Genevieve, well, ok, just Man and Jorleen is already pretending im a celeb to the max. Gosh. we could all DIE in their presence if we stay in it too long. just like gamma rays and radioactive substances. hahahahaha. or maybe just mutate to be one of them!! gasps** the horror!!!!
So, like i said, there were 3 stages, first stage was to talk about yourself… simple. second was to do a talk show/movie review/sports channel, whatever it is, just host it for like 3 minutes.
if director says you are ok, you go to the 3rd stage where you do a mock up quickie with Prem. i was the second to do the mock up and i forgot the ticket giveaway question. atleast i thought fast enough and asked Prem for the question instead.
it was fun. not everyone got to stage 3. atleast i did 
we had to sign a release form, which means i might appear on TV and registration form which i put Pointcast under my experience. its been almost a year and a half now since i started pointcast. i counted before the audition, to be ready. haha.
The contestant number they gave me was 003, the last 3 digits of my ID number. freaky how everything i know (not everything but quite a number of things i know) revolves around the number 3. its all about the 3s….
i still have the 003 number with me. suppose to stick on baju i think. i didnt though. too malas.
well. i really really really wanna be on the top 6… so.. do me a huge favor and include me in your prayers.. just that short part, “God, get jeyna on the quickie please.”, that will do. haha.
I guess i will just leave it up to Him. He knows how much i want it, and if He thinks its best.. then yup.. He’ll put me in.
( I wish that getting on the quickie would be an “ah ha moment” as Ps Tim might call it. i think for me the word “Ohhhhhh” would be more suitable. so let me restate my sentence. If getting on the quickie was an “Ohhhh… thats why i do pointcast!” moment.. it would be awesome)
Oct
7
Friendship
October 7, 2009 | | Leave a Comment
Friendship (Wikipedia- not a reliable source, but who cares, im just blogging)
“Friendship is the cooperative and supportive relationship between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, affection, and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other’s company and exhibit loyalty towards each other.”
Its true right. To a certain extend.
But theres also a part of friendship that is not stated, more of the like the distortion of friendship.
This distortion happens when stabbing in the back happens, or just plainly being ignored- a sudden lost of loyalty.
How can friendship loose its loyalty? Why do people just leave you, and you having no clue what is going on?
Why do people backstab each other just to get back at a mistake? Or have payback sessions?
Why is friendship sometimes a competition? why do friends compete to get more friends?
And can one love the other after the loyalty goes missing?
I know someone who can, someone i know, someone who people write songs about, someone who wont leave you behind.
I was on the bus this morning, just thinking about my week. Not too good relational wise. I was being treated unfairly, was being ignored, and have no clue whats the persons problem. Then God spoke.
He said that was how people treated Him. They ignore Him. They dont respond to his constant call. And He hurt alot. But He still forgave. Cause He still loves.
When God said so, i was listening to a song on my MP3 which was a song most of the time i would skip pass. The song is called “He aint the leaving kind” by Rascal Flatts.
When God so called finished revealing the revelation above, the song went to the chorus. Which i suddenly notice, was talking about God. Wow.
First God tells me how people treats Him, now He tells me how He is as a friend.
Aint that a revelation?!
I thank God He’s my friend! No doubt the best ever!
Even good friends, the most trusted, most loyal one can turn around, but God wont.
I’ll leave you with the lyrics of the song. Read it, and you’ll see what i mean.
“He Ain’t The Leavin’ Kind”
They tried their best to drag him out
Of a courthouse down in montgomery
Now they want to kick him out of school
And take him off our money
They can take those words off of paper and stone
But he aint gone, no
He ain’t the leavin’ kind
He’d never walk away
Even from those who dont believe
And wanna leave him behind
He ain’t the leavin’ kind
She stayed mad at him for a lot of years
For taking her husband
Started losing her faith and thinking that
Her life meant nothin
But when she looks at those kids
She raised all by herself
She knows she had some help
Yeah she knows
He ain’t the leavin’ kind
He’d never walk away
Even from those who don’t believe
And wanna leave him behind
He ain’t the leavin’ kind
No matter what you do
No matter where you go he’s
Always right there
With you
Even from those who don’t believe
And wanna leave him behind
He ain’t the leavin’ kind
Oct
6
The 7 Possibility Game
October 6, 2009 | | Leave a Comment
What happens when someone is suddenly out of contact?
Possibility #1
He works secretly for the government as an undercover agent and is currently on a super high risk mission and cannot be seen with anyone he knows cause he might be risking their lives.
Possibility #2
He was admitted to a hospital for finger crams and therefore has not made contact with anyone, more of, he cant.
Reference: JT
Possibility #3
The simplest answer could be, he just lost his phones. And someone hacked into all his online accounts.
Possibility #4
Its just you. Fullstop.
Possibility #5
Its him. He has some issues he needs to sort out.
Possibility #6
Its a practical joke. A whole bunch of people are probably laughing right now.
Possibility #7
He got hit by a bus and now has amnesia. He completely forgot who you were.
Vote for your favourite possibility!!!
Copyright belongs to Jeyna LSC
Oct
2
Dont.
October 2, 2009 | | Leave a Comment
Todays Phrase
“Next time, dont tell me. I rather have myself commatised then have my emotions paralyzed.”
Sep
26
8 topics + intro + outro = a blog post
September 26, 2009 | | Leave a Comment
Intro
So…
Its been a while…
I have no idea what to blog about at all. just feel like i need to update. (and as if ppl read my blog anyways… no pictures mah right? pictures only draw people to read right? says amanda la)
i shall add pictures this time..
Assignments
Ok. so… lets start with assignments. i have tons of them and my lecturers keep giving extras! last semester i only had two assignments per subject. This semester i have like 4 and above per subject. its like crazy i tell you. Plus, at the end of the year, we have to sell our own t-shirt design.. gosh.. its like… why so many things happening.. cant we just stick to written work and 2 assignments per subject. why 4, or 5, or 6… or extra work???? nuts… and it gives me extra stress just to think about it. im like so afraid to think about whats next…
so far, the written work are alright… i prefer writing anyways. but the designing work is crazy. especially on Ai.. i dont really like adobe.. its complicated and now i have to do all my designs on Ai. ALL!
Assignments are one thing… participation is another. lecturers are like bringing us out all the time, go here, go there, which also means extra presentations… and slideshows, and burning work into CD’s, printing work and binding, wasting money!!!!! what happened to the 500 ringgit resource fee i paid eh? no idea.. it went to some peoples pockets to spend.
Im not complaining at the same time i am, i feel like i have been spending alot of my parents money on school stuff and i feel its a waste. my schools fees are already so much, and now have to spend extra money?
shakes head in dismay…. i really pray that i do well this semester ( though it seems to me my work looks all so horrible!!!!), if i do well i can apply for a full scholarship, then i wont waste so much of my parent’s money.
Heres my latest Ai work on creating my own fonts for an invitation card.
This is the front part of the card.
(this card is my 2nd design study assignment. the subject with the most stress i must say!)
And heres the back. i feel like i did better on Ai this time around compared to when i was doing my logo design (which doesnt represent me at all but it was what my lecturer wanted)
Heres an advert i did just because my lecturer wanted to do a contest randomly, the winner gets extension for the next assignment deadline.. wow.. like i needed that so badly.. NOT.
its supposely pair work.. but ya.. i did it alone.. i did it today actually, this morning. Microsoft publishers is easier to use compared to Ai.
im getting my partner to print it out. Lecturer wants it in A3…
8tv quickie search
moving on…
8tv quickie is having a new face search for a new host. they are coming to my uni on october 16 and yes, you are right, i am so going to audition for it.
” From the hundreds that comes through the doors for the open auditions, 6 of them will be chosen to undergo classes and training (PR, Communication Skills & Grooming). Tasks/challenges will be given to these Top 6 participants to test their skills in reporting and hosting. The tasks/challenges that are given are actual assignments that consists of product launches, events and LIVE interviews. ”
There us voting involved too! Yes yes… please vote for me if i do get through.. which i really pray i do, this is a chance for me to earn some cash and appear on TV. LOL. if i dont get through, i only have to say one thing, it aint God’s plan.
Judes bday gift
So. last night was talking to Jude, he brought up the topic on what to get on my birthday. but it seems that his bday is so much more nearer.. i have no idea what to get him. please give suggestions.
Maybe i should get him more guitar picks to.. erm.. nevermind.
please note: he is a guy, so think along those lines. and dont ask me to get musician stuff- too expensive.
The GIFT
Yup, so xmas is coming and i joined the drama team to help out in planning for the 6 sketches we plan on doing for xmas.
the last meeting, we had to do an act on peter walking on water… and its a one man show. honestly, i was scared. i havent acted for a very very very long time, and im pretty self conscious.. so ya.. but it was good, cause i really stepped out and did it anyways.
OUr next meeting, we would be doing the same. as well as come up with the sketches ideas. then we can give out roles and start practicing.
Track of Talents Gala Night
Alright. The gala night which was suppose to be next month has postponed to november, which gives us more run up time to prepare.
we hope to open it to the public as the Gala night is a formal charity dinner to raise funds for Tenaganita. (if im not mistaken, Tenaganita helps women and workers in the terms of human rights.)
The tickets are RM50, which all of it goes to Tenaganita.
If you are interested, let me know and i can get the tickets for you.
We are hoping to sell around 120 tickets (if not mistaken).
Heres your chance to help someone in our community that really needs help as well as dress up as if you are going to the oscars. hahahaha.
Oh, and im Co hosting the event with Cuza, so if you are my friend.. ahem* support la.
Leadership Retreat
The leadership retreat was good. i learnt alot on how we really need to bring in more pre-believers as it is what we are called to do.
We played the churchgame for like 2 days, which was good too, it was the main thing that taught me the most!
Btw, our church (chrystin, chris & I), New Life church, has 182 members!!! one of the biggest i think. we made it a point to bring in 10 unbelievers each year as well as keep our prayers for spiritual attack. i noticed how prayer is important and is really needed in each stage.
I really have to start praying more!
CYW Camp
Well, the CYW camp was great. the sessions i did ran well. i believe everyone had fun during my session. and i need to thank sarah, amanda, genevieve and joel for helping out! (after the camp i fell sick though, due to lack of water and stress.
…)
This is my group at the camp, group 2, the Lim kok wing people:) i wanted to be in creative life, but oh well, i stayed in the same apartment as them though. it was just me and sarah for girls and we had the best room
The camp was a good platform for me to be bold as i briefed a bunch of students on what to do during my session. i cant say much about what happened cause it was like weeks ago.. not that i forgot what happened but its way too long of a story to tell. way toooo long.
all you have to know is that it was great, and it really taught us the need for change.
and speaking of change, God in “Evan almighty” said that Change starts with one Act of Random Kindness. which also stands for ARK- the theme of the movie.
19
Im turning 19 soon. which means i have 1 more year to achieve something great. but i believe that i first need to be humble, which i have been improving alot and spend consistent quiet time with him, which i have not been cause… i keep forgetting. which is bad. very bad. but im working on it. time to put a post it saying “Do your quiet time” on my wardrobe.
I believe God knows my character very well, and my birthday verse so happens to be on humility, which i have to constantly tell myself to be humble.
Romans 12:3, “For by the grace given me i say to everyone of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgement in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you.”
romans 12, 12 for december and 3 for my birthdate. i did some extra research. i went through all the books of the bible on chapter 12 verse 3, and i think 3 of them were also talking about humility. wow right. haha.
if you wanna know your birthday verse heres the link: http://www.birthverse.com/
Outro
Oh well, it seems that i have written quite alot… and i now really have nothing else to say.
till next time!
Aug
7
Random Thoughts
August 7, 2009 | | 1 Comment
Random thought with random dots dashes…
- Coffession: I watched hannah montana the movie last night on DVD…
- it looks like its going to rain
- semester 2 in 2 days…
- im bored
- Love is an action says my friend… my friend with many unclear thoughts
- i dont like the tanks. they scare me. so big and scary.
- why do i feel thirsty?
- i feel like hanging out with my friends… any friends would do…
- God came in a gentle whisper when he could have come in a roaring wind
- LG tonight.. parents too…
- I wanna produce/write/direct a musical stage play
- kakiseni script writing contest, i must win, for my london education
- i hope daddy wins the milo club med vacation!!!
- why am i doing this?
- no one reads my blog.. so pathetic
- i want my own band
- i hope the CYW camp research goes well
- dark chocolate and white coffee…..
- GPA 4.0 next semester
- I thank God for my good results
- i wanna go on a holiday….
- rascal flatts are the awesomest country singers ever
- i like country
- the agency is going no where… there wont be an episode 2 anytime soon either
- i wanna write so much.. but i dont know how to start…
- i always get a writers block.. especially when forming sentences… its all in my head but i cant find words to describe it
- i havent written poetry in a while.. no inspiration..
- i havent bought any books recently either… no cash.
- my mp3 has 190+ songs
- Fn is function
- L4D2, i must play.
- My handphone has a magnet in the speakers.. i just realised this morning
Enough dots dashes for my thoughts…
Jul
25
God, My Main Support
July 25, 2009 | | Leave a Comment
So.. i havent blog in a while, maybe cause im too lazy, but i just felt that i should blog today.
Change Your World
So, the Change your world camp in on aug 29-31 at PD, rm200 after this weekend.. i think. if you have not registered… quickly do!!
those of you who do not know what it is, its a student camp for those aged 15-25, and its about inspiring them to change their world in their own way. which i think is totally awesome
i am incharged of one of the programs in the C.H.A.N.G.E, which, well, makes me unable to play along with everybody else, and even though im kinda sad i would be missing out on the fun, i think this its a good opportunity to grow in my walk with God. my teammates though, those who a helping me out, will get to join, so dont worry guys.
Being part of the main team also inpired me to involve God in all i do. and you know, it started with me not wanting to be part of the team, i felt it was going to be a burden, but now i see that inspiring people, i think, is so much better than being inspired by people, cause not only do others leave with something, i leave with something too
am going to have a meeting today with my entire team to discuss on a few matters, which are important… so hopefully all of them will be on time.
Change your world is actually more than a camp, its a tour around malaysia with the 1am band, for more info you can go to the fb group, http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/group.php?gid=66079758553
or the 1am website, www.1am.com.my . check em’ out alright!!!!
2 kings 7:9
I was reading the bible on thursday, on the book of kings, somehow i always think the old testament is a harder medium for God to speak to me, but other ppl seem to hear him fine in the old testament… anyways, i got a word.
2 kings 7:9, “… we’re not doing right. this is a day oof good news and we are keeping it to ourselves. if we wait until daylight, punishment will over take us…”
Basically, 2 kings chapter 7 was about a famine in the land of samaria and how God delivered them out of it. and before it came to that verse up there, it was about 3 lepers who discovered and abandon aramean camp with gold, silver and clothes.. plus food of course.
they were enjoying themselves when one of them said the verse up there. that they werent doing good if they do not spread the news.
it was basically a reminder for me, to take sharing Jesus’ story seriously. Knowing Jesus and what he has done is great news! and i would be doing wrong if i just keep it to myself and not letting other ppl know about it. My duty on earth is to share his life story to others. This was a reminder from God to take it seriously.
When the word poped out, i was like “whoa, seriously?”, ya.. seriously.. take it seriously.
S.O.A.P
So, during Life Group last night, we were all sharing out devotion, in the form of soap, scripture, observationk, application and prayer. anyways, i shared what i wrote above, but thats not what i wanna write about now.
A guy from my life group shared on genesis 1:3-5.Which led into the discussion of night and day, and what bible scholars say about dinosaurs.. etc etc.. so you know, the bible did talk about dinosaurs.. so they do exist, in the book of job.. i think.
so, as he was reading the verse, genesis 1: 3-4 striked me. it says, ” And God said, “let there be light,” and there was light. God saw that the light was good, and he separated the light from the darkness.”
To me, what God was saying was beyond creation, but it was about Us, those of us who know God personally. he was saying to me, that he created us as light, and we were good in his eyes as the bible says that we are wonderfully and beautifully made, and we were separated from darkness… we are the light of the world, the ones who are suppose to stand out, and be different as we are separated from the world.
It was another reminder to live right, to be the light, not join the world, to stand out. am going to write that down in my devotion so i wont ever forget.
yup, so that was another word from God from the old testament…
The month of July
Well, the entire month of july is my holiday, and well, its kinda long seeing that it has 5 weeks, and not only that, i heard from a tutor-church friend of mine that school would start on aug10, which gives me two more weeks. lol. wow. a really long holiday aint it.
so far, i have been watching movies, playing a lil wheel of fortune occasionally, sleeping late due to late night conversations, cracked my brain for the change your world student camp program, memorizing bible verses for LG last night- which didnt take much of my time really, only an hour on thurday and about another hour on firday to memorize 13 verses- in which they posponed it!!, learning and playing the keyboard.. and etc etc… nothing much but still dong something…
Am i excited to start school again? well.. no..
Do i want to stop having such a holiday? well.. yes.. its getting boring
What do i really want? to be in hollywood making movies. LOL.. which is impossible right now. no one knows who i am at all..
Starting school and finishing it in London is my plan for now, i hope to go to london during my final year and do internship there where they actually make quality movies, and hopefully create a good reputation. and im going to pray hard for the money to support me in london.
so.. i guess going back to school is a good thing.. going back and finishing strong, and having faith in God and his plans for me is what i should really really hold on to.
and to pray also i do something GREAT before i turn 20.. which is next year in december.. i have to.. i wanna achieve some Greatness for God before i exit my teenage years.. cause i will never be able to go back. never “17 again”.
Well, Thats all for this post guys, its long enough already, so later
Jul
7
My Fingers are Aching
July 7, 2009 | | Leave a Comment
So.. one month of holiday.. i didnt know what to do.
seperately i wanted to learn the piano for quite some time.
Anyways, when two of it comes together, you get the picture! Im learning piano
I have a small keyboard at home, 29 keys, antic.. about 25 years old?? so, since my mum said she can only send me for piano lessons next year, (with Jude.. which i think i would still be taking.. cause.. ya, i need it to get better) i couldnt wait.. and since im so free… i decided to pick it up myself.
so here i am. day two of learning the piano by myself. i found andrew furmanczyk, who makes online classes for free in the form of videos, and you can look it up on youtube. that guy is super awesome, he really is a great teacher, and i’ve learnt alot from him, in just TWO days.
so you know, yesterday, i watched 7 of his lessons, 3 basic lessons, 3 theory, and one about how the piano works.. which i wasnt really listening. anyways, so now, i can read music sheets and play! though my hand coordination is still abit weird, cause my left hand is weaker.. i can still play. so far, i’ve learnt the treble clef of “can you feel the love tonight”, i managed to learn the first line of the bass clef, in coordination of my two hands. yay! and now i really believe playing intervals really work instead of reading each note.
am, very happy.. and now my fingers hurt. tomorrow, i;ll go through a few more of his lessons and practice “can you feel the love tonight”, then.. ya. I would most probably know how to play the entire song by the end of next week… maybe? even though its not my song choice.. but yea.. it was a beginner song that i knew.
Next time someone asks me if i can play an instrument.. i’ll say.. i can play the keyboards!!!
Better rest my fingers now.. they dont have the stamina to keep running up and down the keys.
Jun
29
Semester Break
June 29, 2009 | | 1 Comment
So, i have ended my semester, and am on break.. i was looking forward to this, but now, i feel like i have no idea what to do..
i dont wanna work.. thats for sure… but i just dont know what to do..
maybe tomorrow i’ll do some reading.. ya.. that sounds better than “i dont know what to do”..
Jun
9
Genre: Slasher
June 9, 2009 | | 2 Comments
Theres a major problem in slasher movies..
No.. its not the blood…its not the gory-ness obviously… those are awesome…
But Its the content of sex scenes, nudity and profanities. why must all slasher films have these? i dont see the need of having nude woman running around or ppl being brutally murdered while having sex- premarital sex for that matter-.. i dont see the need for the characters to curse even when a tire punctures…
Its just stupid.. seriously… it is.. it spoils the entire movie…
i hate it when they have sex scenes especially… it is placed in between murdering scenes and well… its NOT NEEDED… i usually fast forward through all these nonsense, and since they place the awesome scenes in between the sexual scenes - vice versa-, i tend to miss them.
and whats with the nude woman… its like looking down at the female gender. do they HAVE to be nude? oh for crying out loud, they dont.. its not like having them nude will win the movie an oscar.
slasher films are like porn movies now… its sucks! to the maximum.
i think the only slasher film that was awesome and had no stupid unecessary scenes was the Midnight Meat train.. if i remember correctly…
and yes, i did watched a slasher movie… this morning (friday the 13th)
if you say all these are needed… i say thats nonsense.. wait for it, i’ll write one with no profanities, no sex scenes and nudity.. and lets see which is awesomer..
Slasher movies are now filled with all these useless scenes that the storyline becomes stupid.. no wander they dont win oscars.. because it’s focused on the sex appeal…
shakes head in dismay***
Wheres is the standard of such films??? Where is the standard???
